For Rara, My Heartās Desire
In the quiet of the night, when the moonlight gently falls,
I find myself lost in thoughts of you, as your name softly calls.
Rara, you are the melody that stirs the air I breathe,
A song I play in my heart, a rhythm I canāt leave.
When the world feels heavy, and my soul grows weary,
I look to you, and suddenly, everything becomes clear.
You are the warmth that fills my days, the light that guides my way,
In your eyes, I see forever, where our love can never stray.
I see your face in every moment, in every place I go,
Like a portrait painted in my heart, your image starts to glow.
In the softest whispers, in the wind that carries your name,
I am consumed by thoughts of you, a burning, endless flame.
When you laugh, itās like the world is caught in time,
A sound so sweet, it makes the universe align.
And in your smile, I see the stars, the heavens in your gaze,
A spark that lights the path we walk, in so many wondrous ways.
But beyond the laughter, the joy, and the teasing play,
Lies a love thatās deeper than words could ever say.
A quiet longing, a passion that I cannot tame,
For in your heart, I wish to place my name.
Rara, my love, do you see what I see?
In the space between us, do you feel the same longing within me?
Is it a dream, this love that binds us tight,
Or is it something moreāsomething that feels so right?
I watch you from afar, but every glance, every gaze,
Fills me with a hunger, a desire that never sways.
But when youāre near, I lose myself in you,
And for a fleeting moment, the world feels true.
Yet there are moments when doubt creeps in like a silent tide,
When I wonder if you feel the same, or if I just confide
In dreams that may never come to be, in hopes that could fall away,
But I canāt help but love you, in every single way.
Thereās a tenderness in the way you touch, a sweetness in your care,
In the way you lean into me, like you want me there.
But are you scared, Rara, of what this love could be?
Do you hide behind your words, too afraid to set it free?
I see your smile, but it doesnāt always reach your eyes,
Is it fear that holds you back, or is it just disguise?
But no matter the distance, no matter the walls you build,
I will wait for you, Rara, my love, my heart fulfilled.
For this love, our love, itās not bound by time,
Itās written in the stars, a perfect, endless rhyme.
I would cross the universe, move mountains, swim the seas,
Just to feel your hand in mine, just to hear you say "Please."
I am not perfect, nor am I free of flaws,
But in loving you, Rara, Iāve found my cause.
You are the one who fills the silence, who makes me whole,
And even in my madness, you are the one I console.
But then there are moments, when I feel the doubt arise,
When I see you with others, and my heart just cries.
Like when I saw you laughing, so close to your friend,
And for a moment, Rara, I feared the love would end.
My heart twinges with jealousy, a feeling I canāt deny,
But itās not that I want to control you, no, itās not that Iāll try.
Itās just that I love you so deeply, so much, it hurts to see,
Anyone else getting closer to the heart I want to be.
But then, I think to myself, is this love a cage?
Or is it just the fire that burns with every stage?
Love is madness, love is crazy, love is wild and free,
And maybe jealousy is just another way to say, āI need you close to me.ā
Rara, my love, will you be mine, forever and always?
Will you stand by my side, through all of lifeās maze?
Will you hold me close, even when the world pulls us apart?
Will you always be the keeper of my heart?
You are the storm that stirs my soul, the calm after the rain,
The only one who can soothe my fears, and ease my pain.
In every touch, every kiss, every moment that we share,
I find a love thatās deeper than anything I could prepare.
In your embrace, I lose myself, but I also find my way,
In your smile, I find my hope, and in your eyes, Iāll stay.
For you, Rara, are the dream that I have longed for all my life,
And together, we will face the world, without fear, without strife.
But thereās a secret I hold in my heart, something you may never know,
I dream of a future with you, where we can let our love flow.
A house by the sea, where the winds sing our song,
Where you and I will dance forever, where we truly belong.
In that dream, there are no walls, no distance, no doubt,
Only the two of us, together, figuring it all out.
For in you, Rara, Iāve found my reason, my home, my light,
And I will love you endlessly, day and night.
So here I am, with my heart wide open,
Waiting for the day when you will see, when you will begin to believe.
For this love, our love, is more than just a fleeting dream,
Itās the only truth, the only thing that makes me complete.
Rara, my love, my heart, my soulā
In your arms, I am finally whole.
And even when the world fades away, Iāll be yours,
Forevermore, through every open door.
Sometimes I feel like You are being so consumed by the thoughts of these writing like from where you are getting all these ideas means i am not getting it š š
ReplyDeleteDo you actually indulge into the characters itself ??
But i love your writing
Keep writing and publishing