Chapter One: The Girl on the Train
The train moved with a rhythm that felt too familiarâlike the beating of a tired heart that had learned to keep going even when it didnât want to. She sat by the window, her fingers tracing the smudged glass absently as the scenery blurred into shades of green, gray, and memory.
She wasnât running away, not exactly. But she wasnât heading anywhere specific either. It was one of those in-between journeys, the kind that didnât ask for a destinationâonly escape.
She looked calm to anyone passing byâmaybe even a little lost in thought, in that poetic way people imagine when they see a lone girl by a train window. But inside, Mira wasnât calm. Inside, she was still trying to pick up the pieces of herself she didnât even remember dropping.
Once, not too long ago, she had fallen in love. The kind of love that starts with a spark and ends in ashes. It had felt real at first, intense, consuming. She had given herself, bit by bit, to a boy who held her heart with hands that never knew how to hold softly. At first, it was fights that ended in apologies. Then, it was apologies that never came. She stayedâbecause she believed love meant holding on, even when it hurt. But the more she stayed, the less she recognized the girl in the mirror.
She became quietânot the peaceful kind, but the kind that comes from fear. She started calculating her words before speaking, monitoring her reactions, apologizing for things that werenât even her fault. Her laughter, once loud and unfiltered, became cautious. Her dreams shrunk. Her spirit cracked. And when she finally walked away, it wasnât with a sense of freedomâit was with trembling hands and a heart that didnât know how to feel safe anymore.
Now, the train felt like the safest place she could beâsomewhere between the past and a future she hadnât imagined yet.
The carriage was half-empty. People dozed off or stared at their phones. Vendors passed occasionally, their calls blending into the hum of motion. Mira exhaled and leaned back, trying not to think, but her chest ached in that quiet, sharp way memories often return.
She looked upâand saw her.
A girl had just entered the compartment. She wasnât particularly loud or noticeable, but something about her felt⌠different. Mira couldnât explain it. The girl was tall, maybe just a little older than her, dressed simplyâblack jeans, an oversized hoodie, hair tied into a careless bun. But it was her eyes that caught Mira. Eyes like stories. Deep, unreadable, but warmâlike they had seen pain and decided to survive it with softness.
Mira looked away quickly.
There was something unsettling about that moment. It wasnât attractionânot exactly. It wasnât fear either. It was something in-between. Something Mira hadnât felt in a long time. A strange flutter, as if her soul had recognized something before her mind could.
She didnât want to look again. She couldnât. The girl felt bigger than the space around her, like someone who carried oceans under her skin.
And Mira⌠Mira was still trying to learn how to swim.
So, she focused on the window again, pretending the trees outside were more interesting than the soft presence that had settled across the aisle. But her thoughts had already shifted. Not toward the past. But toward the girl with the ocean eyes.
And for the first time in a long while, Mira wasnât just remembering. She was noticing.
The train swayed slightly as it pulled out of the old station, the wheels humming against the tracks like a lullaby sung by a tired mother. Mira sat by the window, her cheek resting against the cold glass. Outside, trees blurred into one another, their bare branches clawing at the sky. It was early spring, but the air still held onto winter like a secret it wasnât ready to give up.
Her fingers fidgeted with the frayed end of her scarf. She didnât like silence, yet somehow today, it felt comforting. Or maybe it was just easier than facing the loud memories that still echoed inside her.
She closed her eyes for a moment. And he came back.
The screaming.
The apologies.
The endless cycle of being hurt and then held.
How love had turned into control. How âI miss youâ had begun to sound like âYou canât leave me.â How she had forgotten what her own laughter sounded like.
It wasnât always like that. When she first met Aryan, he was poetry in motionâintense eyes, quick wit, soft voice. He knew how to make her feel seen, known, special. Until one day, he started seeing her too muchâtracking her every move, doubting every word. âWhy didnât you reply?â âWho were you talking to?â âWhy are you wearing that?â
Bit by bit, he chipped away at the girl she used to be.
And when she finally left, she wasnât Mira anymore. Not fully.
A loud whistle brought her back.
She blinked. The train was slowing down, pulling into a station. Her eyes, still foggy with old tears, scanned the platform. People rushed, some with baggage, others with nothing but restlessness. And among themâ
Wide, still, deep. Not piercing, not cold. Just⌠observing. Miraâs gaze locked with hers for a second too long. The girl looked away, brushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear, but the moment remainedâhung in the air like the smoke trailing from the engine.
Mira felt something she hadnât in a while.
The girl boarded the train and walked past her, and for a heartbeat, Miraâs breath hitched.
She didnât understand why.
She shook her head and looked away, but her chest felt tight. Not in a painful way. In a âwhat was that?â kind of way. Something about that girlâher stillness, her silence, her energyâwas almost magnetic. But Mira wasnât ready. Not for anything new. She didnât want stories. She wanted peace.
But sometimes, the universe writes its own chapters.
âExcuse me,â a voice said.
Mira looked up. The same girl stood by the seat opposite hers. âIs this taken?â
Mira blinked. âUh⌠no. Itâs free.â
âThanks.â The girl smiled, soft and brief, like a secret only she knew. She sat down, adjusting her coat, and placed a dog-eared book on her lap. Mira caught a glimpse of the coverâWoolgathering by Patti Smith.
âYou read Patti?â Mira asked, surprising even herself.
The girl looked up. âYou do too?â
Mira nodded. âA little. Not lately.â
âI love the way she makes pain sound like music,â the girl said. âAnd silence sound like home.â
Mira swallowed. âYeah⌠exactly.â
The girl didnât ask more. She just opened her book, eyes scanning the page. Mira turned back to the window, but now the trees looked different. Softer, maybe. Or maybe, it was just her breathing for the first time in months.
Chapter 1 â Continued: The Space Between Stops
Mira shifted in her seat, legs pulled up and her arms loosely hugging her knees. Her eyes kept driftingâunintentionally, frustratinglyâto the girl sitting across from her. Nia. That was her name. Sheâd said it so casually, like it didnât carry the weight of someone new entering Miraâs life at a very strange hour.
The train rocked gently, metallic lullabies humming beneath their feet.
Mira thought, Why do I keep looking at her? Maybe it was the way Nia looked at her without needing to say much, like she was reading through the cracks. Not pushing, not pullingâjust being.
She hated that it felt comforting.
âI like your tattoo,â Nia said suddenly, nodding toward Miraâs wrist.
Mira blinked, then glanced down. The small, delicate ink of a moth with crescent wings, barely visible under the cuff of her sleeve.
âThanks,â Mira replied, her voice quieter than she meant it to be. âIt⌠means change.â
Nia tilted her head. âChange as in⌠who you were before?â
Mira looked away, the passing trees a blur in the window. âYeah. Something like that.â
Silence againâbut not the awkward kind. The space between them felt padded, soft. Safe.
Mira wanted to run. And yet, she didnât move.
Youâre just being dramatic again, her ex used to say. You read too much into things. You feel too much.
But Nia didnât seem to mind her silences. Her presence didnât demand anything. It didnât guilt-trip or shrink Mira. That scared her more than if it did.
âYouâre far away right now,â Nia said gently, breaking the quiet.
Mira gave a slight shrug. âI guess I still live in my head a little too much.â
âI think thatâs okay,â Nia said. âSome people live out loud. Some people live inward. Youâre still living.â
That struck her. Still living. After everything, Mira wasnât sure she had been.
âIâm not always like this,â Mira muttered. âI meanâI used to be⌠louder. Freer. But thenââ
âYou donât have to tell me,â Nia cut in, her voice kind but firm. âOnly if you want to.â
Mira swallowed, her fingers fiddling with the edge of her sleeve.
âNo, I want to. I just donât know how.â
Nia leaned back, gazing out the window for a moment. âYou donât have to know how. Just speak. Iâm not here to judge.â
And so Mira did. She spoke. Slowly at first. Her words were like chipped porcelain, fragile and cautious.
âI was with someone for a long time,â she began. âHe wasnât⌠violent or anything. But it was like⌠he was always reaching inside me, pulling out pieces, and replacing them with his own. Until one day, I couldnât find myself anymore.â
Nia didnât flinch. Didnât look pitying. Just listened.
âIt started smallâjealousy, constant checking in, manipulating my words. Then came the isolation. I stopped hanging out with my friends. Even my mother said I wasnât the same. And I wasnât.â
âLeaving wasnât brave. It was desperate. I thought Iâd suffocate.â
Nia nodded softly, like she understood that kind of breathless survival.
âSometimes,â Mira continued, âI wonder if he ever really loved me or if he just loved controlling me. But I guess it doesnât matter now.â
âIt does matter,â Nia said, leaning slightly forward, voice steady. âBecause that question? Thatâs where the healing begins. Youâre still trying to name the wound. And thatâs the bravest part.â
Mira stared at her. Who talks like that?
She didnât say it out loud, but her heart whispered it.
Why does this stranger feel safer than anyone Iâve known in years?
The silence that followed wasnât empty.
It was full. Full of all the things neither of them said, yet both of them felt in the marrow of their bones.
Mira stared at Nia. Not directlyâshe couldnât. She wasnât ready for that kind of honesty yet. But she stared at the soft curve of her jaw, the way her fingers absentmindedly traced the ridges of the windowpane. She watched the way Nia breathed, slow and steady, like someone who wasnât afraid of stillness.
Mira had been afraid of stillness for years. Stillness meant the thoughts caught up. Stillness meant she heard his voice in her head. Stillness meant facing everything she kept locked in a chest marked âtoo much.â
Nia broke it softly. âDo you believe in⌠people meeting for a reason?â
Miraâs chest stilled for a beat. The question felt too on the nose.
She didnât answer right away. She shifted her gaze to the space between their knees. Not touchingâbut close. Almost too close.
âI used to,â Mira said finally. âNow Iâm not sure. Life feels more random than romantic.â
Nia nodded, not in agreement but in understanding.
âI think,â Nia whispered, âeven randomness can have timing. Likeâmaybe not everythingâs meant to happen, but some things⌠are allowed to.â
Miraâs throat clenched. Sheâd never thought of it like that.
âMaybe,â Mira said, her voice a touch rough. âMaybe the universe gives you a break sometimes. A moment. A person. Just enough to keep you breathing.â
Nia turned to look at her then. Really looked.
There was something terrifyingly intimate about eye contact with someone who sees you. Not the way your ex used to stare to judge, or how strangers looked to compare. But to be seen like a story unfolding in slow motion.
It made Mira feel naked in a way clothes couldnât cover.
âYou look like someone who survived a fire,â Nia said, not unkindly.
Miraâs lips parted, but she couldnât respond. Not right away.
Instead, her mind whispered, What if this is not random? What if sheâs not here by accident? What if this girl with the quiet voice and storm eyes is exactly what I needed to remember who I was?
âYou donât even know me,â Mira muttered.
âNo,â Nia replied. âBut Iâm not afraid of getting to.â
Their eyes locked again. This time, Mira didnât look away.
She didnât realize her hand had relaxed, fingers unclenching from her knee. She didnât realize her heart, while still a little guarded, had shifted its postureâslightly open. Slightly curious.
The train hissed as it slowed near a rural station, light spilling into the carriage like golden water.
A woman with two children got off. An old man climbed in. A moment passed, unnoticed by most.
Because for the first time in a long time, she didnât dread reaching her destination.
For the first time, she wondered if she wanted this ride to last a little longer.
Chapter 1 (Continued): A Station Between Heartbeats
The train hummed softly, a low mechanical lullaby. Outside the window, fields blurred past, washed in golden haze. Mira tried to pretend she was watching them, but she wasnât.
She was watching herâNia.
Nia had settled in the seat across from her, legs drawn up slightly, a worn book open in her lap but barely touched. Her eyes were the kind you donât meet fully the first time. They held somethingâquiet, unspokenâbut it wasnât distant. Mira had stolen glances, but every time their eyes met, it felt like her insides flinched.
It wasnât attraction, not the way movies show it. It was more like recognition. Like something ancient. Mira didnât know what to make of it.
âYouâve been staring out that window for twenty minutes, and I donât think youâve seen anything.â Her voice was calm, like she wasnât teasing. Just⌠seeing her.
Mira blinked, caught. âSorry. Iâm justâthinking.â
âThatâs allowed,â Nia smiled, and then paused. âThinking about something worth running from or going toward?â
The question stilled Mira. She looked down at her hands, thumbs circling each other unconsciously.
Nia didnât ask further. She just nodded like she understood.
A moment of silence passed between them. The kind that didnât feel empty.
âDo you always talk to strangers on trains?â Mira asked, partly to shift the attention.
Nia grinned. âOnly the ones who look like they need to be heard.â
Mira half-laughed, unsure if she should be flattered or embarrassed. âSo, what do I look like?â
Nia tilted her head, genuinely thinking. âLike someone who once tried really hard to love someone who couldnât receive it.â
Miraâs throat tightened. She blinked hard.
âHow the hell did youâ?â
âIâve been there,â Nia said softly. âYou start shrinking parts of yourself to fit into their version of love. And then you forget what your own shape feels like.â
Mira leaned back, her body suddenly heavy. She hadnât expected this. She hadnât expected her.
They fell into silence again, but now it was different. Shared. Nia went back to her book, letting Mira have space.
But then, a question escaped Mira before she could stop it.
âDid you ever forgive yourself for it? For staying too long?â
Nia looked up, met her eyes. There it was againâthat slow understanding, like sheâd already seen this version of Mira before.
âI think Iâm still learning how,â she whispered. âBut I donât hate that version of me anymore. She loved deeply. Thatâs not a weakness.â
Mira nodded, her chest full of something fragile.
The train jerked slightly, slowing as a station neared. Neither of them moved. Nia leaned a bit closer now, elbows on her knees.
âCan I tell you a secret?â she said.
Mira looked at her. âYeah.â
âI wasnât planning on talking to anyone on this ride. Iâve been avoiding people all week.â She smiled softly. âBut the moment I saw you, something told me I had to.â
Mira felt her breath catch.
There it was againâthat ripple of something she couldnât name.
âI donât even know your last name,â Mira whispered.
âI donât know,â Mira replied, a small, wry smile creeping onto her face. âMaybe I donât want this to be real yet. Maybe I just want this⌠strange, quiet space on a train. With you.â
Nia nodded. âThen letâs stay here. Just two people in motion, no last names. For now.â
They both looked out the window, shoulder to shoulder, the silence louder than beforeâbut in the best way. Something had cracked open.
And neither of them wanted the train to stop.
A Station Between Heartbeats
The train had picked up again, gliding forward with the kind of rhythm that lulled you into forgetting time. Mira sat still, her body awareâtoo awareâof Niaâs presence beside her.
It wasnât just proximity. It was the way the air between them felt charged, humming low like a violin string stretched but not played.
âSo⌠whatâs your favorite kind of silence?â Nia asked suddenly.
Mira blinked at the question. âFavorite kind?â
âYeah,â Nia smiled faintly. âThere are kinds, you know. Like the silence of early morning. Or the one after a fight. Or the one when someone holds you and says nothing, but everythingâs understood.â
Mira turned to her slowly, a small breath escaping. She had never thought of silence that way before.
âMine used to be the silence of books,â she said after a moment. âThat quiet that wraps around you when youâre lost in a story. But now, maybe⌠this.â
She didnât say it out loudâthis, meaning the space between her and Nia. But her eyes did.
Nia looked at her, just long enough for Mira to feel seen again. Not watched. Seen.
They didnât talk for a while after that. The silence changed its textureâsofter now, like a shawl shared between them.
Mira shifted slightly, their arms brushing. The contact was barely anything. Just fabric grazing fabric. But Miraâs breath hitched, and for a second, she wasnât sure if it was her heart that skipped or the whole train.
Nia didnât pull away.
âSo,â Mira whispered, âwhat about your silence? Your favorite one?â
Niaâs gaze dropped to their barely touching arms. âThis oneâs climbing up my list.â
A faint smile pulled at Miraâs lips, shy and disbelieving all at once.
âI used to think connection came with fireworks,â she murmured. âDrama. Explosions. But this feels likeâŚâ
ââŚlike the stars have always been there,â Nia finished gently, âand youâre just now learning how to look up.â
Their eyes met again. Not as strangers this time. Not even as friends, not yet lovers. But as something in-between. Something unnamed but real.
A vendor walked through the aisle, breaking the moment. Mira blinked away, clearing her throat. âWant some tea?â
âOnly if you pick for me,â Nia replied.
Mira nodded, happy for the small task. But her fingers still tingled where they had brushed.
She didnât know what this was yet. And maybe she didnât have to.
But she was sure of one thingâsome people enter your life like a train entering a station. Loud. Sudden. Temporary.
Others sit beside you quietly, and suddenly the journey changes.
The tea was lukewarm, overly sweet, but neither of them complained.
Mira passed the clay cup to Nia with a soft, âHere.â
Their fingers brushed againâthis time, a second too long to be accidental.
âThanks,â Nia murmured, taking a sip and licking a trace of tea from her upper lip. Mira looked away quickly, then back, as if caught between her own curiosity and restraint.
Outside, the scenery blurred into a soft, golden monotonyâwheat fields, small stations, villagers sitting on platforms with metal trunks and sleepy children. But inside their coach, the world was slowing down. Or maybe just sharpening.
âSo,â Mira said cautiously, âwhat are you running from?â
It was the kind of question people donât usually ask strangers.
But Nia didnât flinch. She looked at Mira for a long time, her smile faltering, then said softly, âI guess Iâm not running. Just⌠pausing. You ever feel like lifeâs too loud sometimes?â
âAll the time,â Mira replied without hesitation.
Nia nodded, looking out the window. âThereâs a version of me everyone expects. Bright. Certain. Always sure. But sometimes I want to forget what Iâm supposed to be and just⌠breathe.â
Miraâs voice dropped to a whisper. âThatâs why you took this train.â
âThatâs why we both did, maybe,â Nia said quietly.
The train jolted slightlyâjust enough to make their shoulders touch again. This time, neither pulled away.
Nia turned toward Mira, her expression softer now, almost vulnerable. âYou looked so far away when I first saw you. Like you were walking through ghosts.â
Mira swallowed hard. âI was.â
Nia didnât push. She waited, sipping her tea slowly.
Miraâs fingers traced the rim of her own cup. âThere was someone. A boy. It was a long relationship. Too long. I kept trying to fix what was already broken. And in the end, I lost parts of myself just trying to make him whole.â
Niaâs brows pulled together. âDid heââ
âHe didnât hit me,â Mira interrupted. âBut sometimes words bruise deeper. And silence too.â
There was a pause, heavy, but not uncomfortable.
âIâm sorry,â Nia said simply.
Mira looked at her, surprised by the lack of pity in her toneâjust warmth, and maybe a quiet rage on her behalf.
âThanks,â Mira said. âI donât usually tell people.â
âIâm not most people,â Nia replied, just barely smiling.
There was a moment. That kind that hangs between two people who know something just shifted. Not dramatically. But enough.
âWhy do I feel like Iâve met you before?â Mira asked, half-laughing, half-serious.
Nia leaned in a little, her voice low. âMaybe we promised to find each other on this train. In another life.â
Mira smiled, a real one this time. A fragile, blooming thing.
Then, slowly, their hands found each otherânot holding, not gripping, just resting near. Fingers grazing like a secret.
Not yet love.
But its soft breath.
Waiting.
Chapter 1 (continued): The Space Between Us
A small station appeared in the distanceâpainted in faded yellows and blues, with lazy dogs sleeping under iron benches. A man walked by their window with a basket of oranges, calling out in a sing-song rhythm.
But Mira and Nia didnât move.
Not even a blink.
âI donât want to get off,â Mira whispered. âNot yet.â
Niaâs voice was barely above a breath. âGood. Me neither.â
Silence again. But a kind of silence that spoke louder than anything.
Then Nia looked down at their almost-touching hands and asked gently, âDo you always keep your guard this high?â
Mira smiled, but it was the kind that held sadness too. âOnly when Iâve been broken open and stitched up too quickly.â
Nia nodded like she understood. âWhat if I didnât want to climb over your guard? Just⌠sit beside it?â
Mira looked at her, really lookedâinto her eyes, the shape of her jaw, the way her lashes curled at the ends, naturally, like they were kissed by rain. She hadnât realized she was staring until Nia gave a soft, amused hum.
âSorry,â Mira mumbled, looking down, embarrassed.
âDonât be,â Nia said. âI like the way you look when youâre curious.â
The train hissed and halted. A flurry of passengers moved aboutâvendors shouting, children crying, people saying rushed goodbyes. A man played a shehnai near the edge of the platform, a tune so haunting it felt like a memory.
And still, they stayed in their bubble.
Nia stood up for a moment to stretch, her shirt lifting just slightly, exposing the gentle curve of her lower back. Mira quickly turned to the window, cheeks warm. She wasnât used to thisâthis kind of quiet pull that had no name yet, but hummed in her chest like something ancient and wild.
When Nia sat back down, she caught Miraâs gaze again, knowingly.
âYou okay?â she asked.
âI donât know,â Mira replied honestly. âYou?â
âNot sure. But this feels like something, doesnât it?â
Mira didnât answer, because if she did, the walls might crack a little more. And she wasnât readyânot yetâfor the kind of flood she felt rising.
Instead, she said, âWhatâs something youâve never told anyone?â
Nia raised an eyebrow. âYou first.â
Mira took a deep breath. âI used to cry in the shower. Almost every day. So no one would hear me. Iâd turn the tap to its highest pressure just to drown myself in the sound.â
Nia didnât flinch. She just nodded, once, with an honesty that made Miraâs throat tighten.
âI used to dance on rooftops when no one was home,â Nia said. âLike, really dance. Wild, barefoot, spinning until the world blurred. Because I didnât know how else to feel alive.â
Mira blinked. âThatâs beautiful.â
âYouâre beautiful,â Nia said softly, without even thinking.
Miraâs breath caught. Not because of the wordsâbut because they didnât feel performative or sudden. Just⌠natural. Like the sound of the wheels under them. Like breath itself.
She didnât say anything back. Just smiled. Small. Shy. But radiant.
Outside, the station slowly passed behind them, dissolving into trees and golden dusk.
Inside, they leaned just a little closer. Their fingers finally interlacedânot tightly, but enough. Enough to say:
I see you. I donât know what this is yet. But Iâm here.
Chapter 1 (continued): The Quiet Between Us
The sun had dipped low enough that shadows stretched longer across the train floor. That hour just before night, when everything looked dipped in goldâMira always used to love it. But today, it felt different. Warmer. Like it had its own heartbeat.
The train lights blinked on with a faint hum, casting a pale glow over their seats. Nia had turned slightly toward Mira now, her knees brushing against hers in the cramped space. Neither of them moved away.
âSoâŚâ Nia murmured, tracing invisible patterns on the edge of her seat, âif we werenât strangers, what do you think weâd be?â
Mira blinked slowly, processing the weight of the question. She turned her head slightly, meeting those steady eyes again. âI donât know. But it feels like Iâve known you before. Maybe in some other lifetime.â
Niaâs lips quirked up. âYeah?â
Mira didnât usually talk like this. She wasnât poetic or dreamy. She had learned to be hard, to protect herself. But Nia wasnât pushingâjust opening.
And maybe Mira⌠maybe she was opening too.
The train shook slightly as it passed over a bridge, the sound of water rushing beneath them. A cool breeze slipped in through the slightly cracked window. Mira hugged her shawl closer.
Without thinking, Nia reached into her bag and pulled out a soft scarf.
âHere. You look cold.â
Mira hesitated, but took it. Their fingers brushed.
It was only a moment. Barely a second. But Mira felt it in her stomach like a drop of something warm. Something⌠strange.
Nia leaned back, gazing at the darkening window. âYou know what scares me most?â
âWhat?â Mira asked, still holding the scarf like it was precious.
âBeing seen. Like, truly seen. And loved anyway.â
Mira exhaled. âThatâs⌠yeah. Thatâs terrifying.â
âBut you,â Nia whispered, turning her head slightly again. âYou seem like the kind who sees right through people.â
âSometimes I wish I didnât,â Mira confessed.
Nia smiled. âBut you do. I think you saw me from the second I sat down.â
âI did,â she admitted. âI just didnât know what I was seeing yet.â
The train rattled on. Lights outside became fewer, the world now dipped in indigo and whispers. Inside their compartment, it felt like a different world. Quiet. Still. Wrapped in invisible threads of something neither of them wanted to name too soon.
Nia shifted closer, her shoulder now brushing against Miraâs. âYou smell like books,â she said, playfully.
Mira laughed softly, surprised. âThatâs the weirdest compliment Iâve ever received.â
âItâs a good thing,â Nia said. âLike home. Like someone who carries stories.â
Mira looked down at their knees, barely touching. âMaybe Iâm waiting for someone to write one with.â
Nia didnât answer immediately. But her silence wasnât empty.
She reached down, slowly, and brushed her pinky finger against Miraâs.
And MiraâMira didnât move away.
The train was now moving slower, as if even it didnât want to disturb the mood inside the compartment. Somewhere in the background, a vendor passed by, calling out softly, âDinner packets, veg-non veg!â
They hadnât realized how late it had gotten.
Nia stretched her arms above her head, her stomach grumbling just loud enough to make them both laugh.
âI think my stomach is officially protesting,â she said with a smirk.
Mira chuckled. âWant to grab something?â
âDutch?â Mira raised an eyebrow.
âHalf-half,â Nia nodded. âDutch with a dash of fate.â
Mira rolled her eyes playfully. âThat makes no sense.â
They ended up buying two warm veg packets from the station vendor, passing a bottle of water back and forth as they quietly unwrapped their meals.
They ate cross-legged, knees brushing, stealing bites off each otherâs foil trays without asking. Mira noticed the way Nia ateâthe tiniest bites, like she wanted the taste to last longer. She smiled at the sight.
âWhat?â Nia asked, catching her gaze mid-chew.
âNothing,â Mira said, swallowing. âJust⌠you eat like the world might end tonight.â
Nia grinned. âDoesnât it feel a little like that sometimes?â
A pause. Their eyes met again. It did. It really did.
After dinner, they cleaned up and tucked the wrappers away. The lights inside the compartment had dimmed even more, casting golden shadows across their faces.
Nia yawned, curling her knees up under her. âI never sleep on trains.â
âI donât know. Vulnerable, I guess.â
Mira nodded, resting her head back against the seat. âI get that.â
Nia looked over at her. Then, after a long moment, she slowly slid closerâher head gently pressing against Miraâs shoulder. Just like that.
Mira tensed for a second. Then relaxed.
âYou okay?â Nia murmured.
âYeah,â Mira whispered. âAre you?â
Nia didnât answer with wordsâonly a soft hum, like a lullaby. Her breath began to slow. Her body leaned in heavier, trusting Miraâs shoulder to hold her weight.
Mira sat still, heart beating like a soft drum against her ribs. She looked down at the girl sleeping on her, and for the first time in years, she didnât feel alone in the dark.
She adjusted her scarf around both of them. And slowlyâlike dawn creeping inâMira let her head rest against Niaâs, and closed her eyes.
Not because she was tired.
But because for the first time in a long while, she felt safe enough to dream.
The train rocked gently beneath them, like a lullaby swaying through distant hills. Outside the window, darkness flowed past like a quiet river, moonlight glinting faintly on the glass. Most of the world was asleepâbut not Mira.
She hadnât moved an inch. Niaâs head was still on her shoulder, warm and real. Her breaths came slow and steady, her fingers loosely curled around Miraâs scarf, as if she had done it unconsciously.
Miraâs eyes were open. Her mind was not.
She had drifted halfway between sleep and something deeperâa state where the past and the present blurred, where memories murmured like ghosts in an empty room.
And in that in-between, a dream came. Not hers. Niaâs.
Mira didnât know how she knew that. But she did.
In the stillness, she heard a whisper. Not aloud, not in the carriageâbut in the invisible space between them.
âDonât leave me this time.â
The words hit Miraâs chest like a wave of cold wind. Nia shifted in her sleep, the softest furrow on her brow. Her lips moved, but no words came now.
Mira reached down, almost without thinking, and gently touched Niaâs fingers. A brush. A silent grounding. Something wordless, that said, Iâm here.
Nia stirred. She didnât wake, not fullyâbut her fingers twitched, then tightened around Miraâs scarf, like a secret clinging to the edge of dawn.
Thenâquietly, in a whisper so faint it couldâve been a sigh or a soul:
âYou smell like petrichor.â
Mira blinked. âNia?â
But Nia didnât respond. She was still half-asleep, half-lost. Mira smiled softly, her throat tightening.
âThatâs the strangest compliment Iâve ever received,â she whispered.
Another pause. A breath. Then Nia murmured, barely audible, âIt means I think you feel like rain⌠after drought.â
Silence. Mira didnât know what to say. She just sat there, holding this girl and her secrets in the night.
And somewhere inside her, something shifted. Something fragile but blooming. A sprout of connection pushing through old soil.
But something that could one day become it.
The shadows of the night stretched long and thin inside the train carriage. Outside, the horizon was still sleeping, blanketed in indigo and muted stars. Only the faint hum of the engine and the occasional creak of metal filled the silence.
She had leaned back, letting Nia rest peacefully against her shoulder, but her own mind was far from quiet. She watched the moon travel across the windowpane, casting soft silver outlines over Niaâs face. There was something so tender in the way she sleptâas if sleep itself was a delicate act of trust.
She didnât want to wake her, didnât want to lose this quiet moment where everything felt suspended between then and now.
But her chest ached. A gentle, strange ache. The kind that comes when you donât realize how much youâve longed to feel something again. To feel safe. To feel seen. And nowâthis girl, this stranger, was curled up against her like they had known each other across lifetimes.
A sigh slipped out. Mira hadnât meant to make a sound.
Her eyelids fluttered open, a soft daze in her gaze as she looked up at Mira. âDid I⌠fall asleep on you?â
âYou did,â Mira replied, her voice low. âAnd you drooled. Just a little.â
Nia gasped softly, sitting up in embarrassment, wiping her mouth. âOh my godâno I didnât.â
Then both of them laughed. Not loud. Not wild. Just⌠easy. Free. It echoed softly through the compartment like the first light of dawn.
And then, as if on cue, the morning began.
Outside the window, a shy pink hue began to slip across the sky. The fields passed by in a blur, drowsy villages awakening slowly under golden light. The world felt new. Different. And so did they.
Mira stretched, her bones stiff from staying still all night. Nia looked at her, eyes still sleepy, but softer now.
âThanks,â she said quietly.
âFor being⌠that place I could lean on. Even if just for one night.â
Miraâs gaze held hers. She didnât say âyouâre welcome.â She didnât need to. She simply nodded. And for a moment, the sunlight caught in her hair, and Nia smiled in a way that Mira would remember.
The kind of smile that makes you wonder if thisâthis exact meetingâwas meant to happen.
They both stood, gathering their things. Not much was said. Just gentle gestures, shared glances, little pieces of silence that meant more than words.
As the train slowed down at their station, Mira felt something unfamiliar rise in her chest.
An invitation not yet spoken.
But before anything could be said, Nia turned to her, holding her gaze. âHey,â she said softly. âCan I see you again?â
Mira smiled, sunlight pouring through the window onto her face. âI was hoping youâd ask.â
The train hissed, gears groaning gently beneath their feet as it slowed to a stop. The world outside had fully awakened nowâvendors setting up stalls, early birds shuffling about, and the subtle smell of chai wafting in from the open doors.
Inside, it was harder to move.
Not physicallyâjust emotionally.
Miraâs fingers tightened slightly around the handle of her duffel bag. Her heart, which had been so guarded just yesterday, now felt oddly exposed. There was something raw about parting when you hadnât even planned on arriving into someone elseâs space.
Nia stood beside her, her backpack loosely slung over one shoulder. She was biting the corner of her lip againâthat same nervous tick Mira had noticed the night before. It made her smile without realizing it.
They both stood at the edge of their compartment, neither making the first move to get off.
âGuess this is it,â Nia finally said, her voice quieter than it had been all morning.
âYeah.â Miraâs reply was barely a whisper. âThis is it.â
But both of them just⌠stayed there.
The crowd pushed past them, voices rising, footsteps echoing against metal, bags dragging along the floor. But in their little bubble, time moved like honey. Thick, golden, and slow.
Mira turned to her, her eyes searching. âYou know whatâs weird?â she asked softly.
Nia tilted her head. âWhat?â
âIt feels like Iâve known you longer than just⌠a night.â
Nia exhaled a small laugh, brushing her fingers through her hair. âThatâs not weird. I was thinking the same. Maybe weâre just two past lives bumping into each other again. This time⌠on a train.â
Mira looked down, heart thudding with something she couldnât name yet. âMaybe.â
There was a silence then. A warm one. The kind that holds a hundred unsaid things.
Then Mira added, âI donât usually open up to strangers.â
âI donât either,â Nia said. âBut you didnât feel like a stranger.â
Something in that sentence wrapped around Miraâs heart like soft wool. She wanted to say moreâso much more. But the train door clanked open wider, the whistle blew again, and the conductor was ushering them off with hurried gestures.
They stepped down together, feet landing on the platform side by side.
Still⌠not quite ready to walk away.
Nia shifted her bag, looking at Mira like she was memorizing her. âIf I hadnât taken this trainâŚâ
âYou were meant to,â Mira replied quickly, her voice catching just a bit. âYou were meant to take this train. I⌠needed to meet you.â
Nia smiled thenâa little tremble at the corners of her lips. âThen Iâm glad I missed my usual one.â
Mira nodded, her eyes glistening slightly. Not tears. Not yet. But something that lived just on the edge of emotion.
And then, as the station began to hum louder, people brushing by with no idea of the quiet storm happening between two girls in the middle of it allâMira reached out.
Not a hold. Not a grasp.
Just a brush of skin. Soft. A whisper of âmaybe.â
âIâll find you,â Nia said, almost like a vow.
âIâll let you,â Mira replied, a ghost of a smile touching her lips.
And slowly, with one last glanceâa glance heavy with something unspokenâthey walked away in opposite directions.
Each turning back just once.
Carrying a memory that didnât feel like the end at all.